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babaji

This is the first version of Babaji that I met

All of the entities that I encountered were not of an alien nature. I used to go to meditation classes back in the late 80s. I used to achieve extremely deep states of trance in them. In one of them, I was in very deep. To my right, I saw a beautiful looking man standing next to me. He had brown skin, brown eyes, and long brown hair. He was wearing a white one shouldered sarong like outfit. He was speaking to me. He was telling me to tell people something. When he finished talking, I couldn’t remember what he said. I asked him to repeat it again. Instead, he laid what appeared to be a blanket in a multi-colored chevron pattern on my lap. Then, he vanished. I realized that I was seeing the room and everyone in it through my closed eyelids. I also could still see the blanket (which I could feel on my lap). I wondered how long it would stay there. After a few minutes it faded out with my enhanced vision. Not too many years later, I found a picture that looked exactly like the man in my meditation. It was of Babaji. You know, the one written of in “Autobiography of a Yogi”. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mahavatar_Babaji)

Around the same time frame, I was getting rebirthing sessions. In the middle of one session, I started to experience what is called tetany (paralysis due to energy trying to clear blocks in the body) in my legs and feet. I was having a difficult and painful time of trying to get the blocked energy to move. Then, when it seemed hopeless, I felt hands massaging the soles of my feet. I asked my rebirther if she was at my feet. I heard her voice coming from my side saying “no”. I opened my eyes and saw a beautiful and  ethereal  apparition. It was Hadiakan Baba (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Haidakhan_Babaji). He was in his 18-year-old guise. He was wearing a shimmering yellow and orange one sleeve sari which reminded me of the colors of a goldfish. He also was translucent. I could see the rest of the room through him. He had a hand on each of my feet and doing Reflexology on the soles. He would move my feet and as he did that, my feet would move even though I was not able to move them myself. When he was finished, he took his hands off of my feet and bowed at them as if in deep prayer or meditation. The tetany then released and I could feel the energy flow out of my legs and feet. All the while this was happening, I was reporting this to my rebirther. He sat at my feet for several minutes then faded away. Thank you Babaji!

another babaji

This is also a more recent Babaji and the one who helped me

I have often wondered why, if they were for real, they would spend time on someone like me.  I am not really much of anyone.  But then again, I have everything inside me, as do all.  See…..How I Got My Name.

I have also had some rem realm types of encounters of a positive nature.  I call these encounters and not just dreams because of the profound nature of the  incidents.  When I was much  younger back in the 70’s, I had a vivid dream encounter  with two entities.  One was hovering to the right side of my bed and the other one was hovering at the end of the bed.  They were luminous and reminded me of Christmas lights (that again).  I asked them who they were.  The one to the right answered “You can call me Aunt”.  The one at the end of my bed answered “You can call me Uncle”.  Then they transmitted an energy to me that  I could only name as “love”.  It wasn’t the  kind of love that is the every day “I love this, that, you, whatever” kind of love.  It was a deep profound teaching that it was much more than the well-known sentiment.  It was  all-pervasive and encompassing.  Also, beyond that, it was indescribable.  Some dream.  It still has a realness to it for me.  It has haunted me ever since.  Perhaps due to encounters such as these, I survived the ordeals of the various tortures that I went through.  I didn’t have that kind of support in the “real” world.

Tara

This isn’t exactly how she looked (only one head and two arms), but the colors are right and it conveys the power that I felt from this one.

Well, how about one more “entity” encounter for the road?  Referring back to the post here again, I had a kind of preparatory period prior to that incident.  Back around the 70s again,  I had another dream   REM realm experience.  I was in my back yard where I grew up.  I saw a being there next to the pear tree.  She was tall and luminous (golden white and pink).  She was the most beautiful woman that I ever saw.  The pear tree was all lit up again, just like Christmas lights.  She directed me to eat one of the fruits from the tree.  I picked one and took a bite.  The taste was so intense and sweet and wonderful.  It actually was beyond description.  The closest that came to it was a peach from a friends special garden.  I looked back at the woman.  Upon doing so, I realized that we were one and the same.  She told me that this was so. That was the end of that “dream”.  Oh, one odd thing that happened in the “real” world after that is that pear tree (the one in my “dream”) somehow got a lot shorter than it was previously.  The trunk was at least a couple of feet shorter where it looked as if just limbs were growing out of the ground.  Now that I think about it, I wish that I had taken a picture of it.

I had one other dream with this one where she talked me out of doing something very detrimental to my life.  back  in the mid 80s, When I had a job as a computer operator in a hospital, sometimes I had to work the graveyard shift to fill in for another operator when he was away.  Several times I would feel a familiar energy (this entities’) and I would feel an urge to meditate  while jobs were processing.  This is the same energy that I felt while I was at Boothbay Harbor.  So, it ties into the rest of  my story.

I keep remembering encounters as time goes by and when and if I do remember any more, I will write an addendum to this.

DoorwayAs part and parcel of being in a Project such as this, certain kinds of experiences go somewhat hand in hand with it. These involve UFO,ET,and various metaphysical experiences. Since the energy centers were, what I would call, force developed, some rather interesting and sometimes problematic paranormal instances. And sometimes going through something like this can have unexpected side benefits….perhaps…

Here is one of those incidents that was also published in The Montauk Pulse a few years ago (not exactly in this form but the same exact story)….

The name on my blog is not a pseudonym, it is actually a combo of my birth name and my real name.

You see, there has been reported that some Montauk boys (including Duncan Cameron) had an experience that was called the “Full Out”. That is full outside the known physical universe.

Here is what happened: In 1988, I was on a trip in a town called Boothbay Harbor Maine. I had some alone time for an hour or so. I felt a sudden urge to meditate and tune in of sorts. This is something I would do regularly for several years up to this point. I would also feel a presence just before going into meditation.

A few short moments after starting my meditation, I felt that presence even stronger. I felt as if I was lifting through this presence and then I was outside of what would be considered the known physical universe into no thing. (This is what is known as th “full out”)

I was this no thing. I was all of what was described as omnipotent, omnipresent, and omniscient. I had no attributes except being all knowing and containing all creation which was only a small portion of what I was. It was contained in a bubble like area. It was as if all of creation was lovingly contained in a womblike structure. I knew that I could create anything (planets, stars, galaxies, etc.) that I had an impulse to create. I didn’t create anything since it wasn’t the right moment to do so yet.

Anything that I wanted to know I knew. I even remembered to ask one of my most burning questions. As I began to do so, the answer was answered before I even could fully ask it. All of the mysteries of the universe and then some were revealed to me. All of the knowledge of all was pouring into my mortal head as well. That part of me felt like it was being flooded with a veritable tsunami of all that could be known. I didn’t want it to end, but it did.

I found myself diminishing and retreating from this state and consciousness. I then was in the presence of that presence that I felt before. It was a sweet loving powerful feminine presence. I asked her who she was. She answered “Your higher self”. I then asked her what her name was. She said “Maia”. I was a bit disappointed since when I heard that, I thought she meant “Maya”, the word for illusion. But, she corrected me and told me “No, it’s spelled M A I A”.  I thanked her for the correction.

I then diminished further and back into my body. The only things that I remembered was what I just wrote. The knowledge that was downloaded into me and the answer to my question as well as the question were wiped from my conscious mind. I still find that quite frustrating. Then again, knowing what I know about my life and that there are those who would kill for this kind of information, it is probably for the best.

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