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OK. So I haven’t posted in years thinking that would be it.  But no.  If you haven’t been living in the wilderness or been in a coma for the last couple years, you might have heard or viewed the show on NetFlix called Stranger Things which is now in season two.  I recently was interviewed for a French magazine just because of this show.  Still waiting to see if it is ever published.  But here is one pretty good article that isn’t derisive and seems to be show an openness to considering that maybe there is validity to the Montauk Project having been (or still is) real.  So here is the link so you can read it for yourself:


It’s been a while I know since my last post.  I had only very little to sat for a while.  But,  now one of the most in demand persons that is associated with the Montauk Project is facilitating a tour to Camo Hero on April 8th, where it took place.

Duncan Camerson

Duncan Cameron

It is amazing he is doing this since he told me in our last conversation that he was finished with anything to do with it.  But, I knew that that was not entirely true.  It wasn’t finished with him and he is tied to it like myself in oh so many ways.  Here is the link for more info and registration:

And now for something other than myself. Mind control through forced drugging via airborne Lithium. Think it can’t happen to you? Are you concerned?

Red Shaman Intergalactic Ascension Mission

Another Day of Freedom in North America… I’m in a great mood… must be that lithium now in our atmosphere… so glad it is included with all the other chemicals along with the chemtrails and radiation… I must send a thank you note to the 10-15% of the population working against the people and the planet for the freebee, and the other 70%-80% who love their slavery enough to never offer an alternative… and now that I’m in such a great mood, I don’t care about anything… except more free lithium!… weeeee… wow it’s fun not to care… look at me folks… see how shiny my hair is and my nice clothes made by child slaves? That’s what is most important in the world now… it’s how I look and the fact that I care about nothing important…

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Interesting activity on this blog on the 29th of March.  The one page that was mostly viewed was the one on the “Maia Stargate” .  There were 57 in all on one day, which is very unusual, so I kind of noticed it.  I am told that this is a hoax and yet, there is quite a bit of interest in it it seems.

Here are some pics of the stats on this.

blog traffic 32913

blog traffic 32913

This may be of interest for those who can attend.  The main theme will be on time travel.  Several Montauk Project connected people will be speaking.


awake and aware conference



Confirmed speakers:









Link here:

And I Lost. I will be posting very little over the next few weeks. I need time to convalesce. You see, I was in a bit of a car/trailer crash. The car is now officially DOA. I also have several injuries from it. My left foot and ankle got crushed under the dashboard and maby bones were broken. My right ankle has a fracture and my left forearm has a deep gash and the wrist is broken or sprained. I have several minor lacerations as well. So, for I am writing this to you in the hospital while I await my surgery. I will be back in 6 weeks or less. I will probably be quite a bit thinner since meds make me lose my appetite and barf. I am,however, getting help from famliy and friends that are in the area, for which I am grateful for. Write again soon.

Write You Later

I am moving to a new location and am quite busy with it at present, so updates will come later on this month. I haven’t run out of things to say and have plans on more revelations and such. Exciting things are on the horizon!  Well, so I’ve been told (sort of).  Till then….


Last night I was lying in bed and feeling quite angry.  In fact it was way too much anger and I didn’t feel quite like myself.  Try as I might I couldn’t release that anger which felt as if it came from a very deep place.  I do know that I have an angry splinter alter.  She does overshadow me at times and when that happens, relief is far from sight.  I asked for help from friends in high places (spirit, angels, higher beings, whatever) as well.  Not too much time passed when I felt as if something or someone pulled something (or someone) out of me.  It was quite a jolt.  I felt instantly relieved and the anger subsided.  I also know that was one layer.  So, if one asks and is sincere about it, one will get.  I am thankful to whoever or whatever helped me.  I also realize that I still have a long way to go in healing.  It always is a bit at a time or the cure could be worse than the condition.

Today On May Day

It’s May Day and the living is not easy.  On the eve of this 1st day of May, sleep was hard won.  It got to be such that my insides felt as if major surgery had been performed there.  This was going on for hours with no letup except for the added feeling of being on the edge of wretching my guts out.  Sleep finally came upon me with vivid nightmares to follow. So, not a good time being  had by this Montauk girl.

May Day eve is reportedly one of the most triggering times for a set up multiple since Satanic like ceremonies are performed at this time.  I have read about this from other mind control abuse survivors.

Well, that’s it,  just a brief report for now.



I have had several experiences involving the dark hole black projects like the “Montauk Project”.  I have to overcome my confused lethargy in order to post even this.  I have, on occasion, have attempted to come out of the closet to not much avail.   So, finally the time had arrived to come clean, so to speak and I barely got to say half of what I wanted to say.  In the past I tended to tread carefully in this since this has activated some nasty punishment programs.  Also, since my memories are sporadic and not too linear, writing about this becomes problematic.  And when I attempt to write anything about this I start feeling scrambled and tired and writing more than a paragraph or two becomes difficult.  Also, the support system hs been spotty at best.

I first became aware of my role(s) in this project back in 1992/93.  One would think that I would have time to deprogram and recover more memories, but such is not the case.  One would also account for the reprogramming that is done to one during this time period as well.  For every bit of gain in some sort of therapy, there was also at least an equal loss.

I have to say that just doing the last interview was a bit freeing.  I now can tell more than ever since I do have the belief of all in or all out. I had contemplated coming out over the years but no time seemed right.  I actually didn’t want to be known mainly as “The Montauk Girl” and for mainly what was done to me and what I was used for instead of something that I contributed or created.  So, now I’m out and I’m still in one piece and the world didn’t end.  What next?  Well, more writing I’m thinking.  Here to start.  It is also my dearest hope that this will help others who were made to be involved find the will and a way to come out as well.

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