Category: REM RealM


babaji

This is the first version of Babaji that I met

All of the entities that I encountered were not of an alien nature. I used to go to meditation classes back in the late 80s. I used to achieve extremely deep states of trance in them. In one of them, I was in very deep. To my right, I saw a beautiful looking man standing next to me. He had brown skin, brown eyes, and long brown hair. He was wearing a white one shouldered sarong like outfit. He was speaking to me. He was telling me to tell people something. When he finished talking, I couldn’t remember what he said. I asked him to repeat it again. Instead, he laid what appeared to be a blanket in a multi-colored chevron pattern on my lap. Then, he vanished. I realized that I was seeing the room and everyone in it through my closed eyelids. I also could still see the blanket (which I could feel on my lap). I wondered how long it would stay there. After a few minutes it faded out with my enhanced vision. Not too many years later, I found a picture that looked exactly like the man in my meditation. It was of Babaji. You know, the one written of in “Autobiography of a Yogi”. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mahavatar_Babaji)

Around the same time frame, I was getting rebirthing sessions. In the middle of one session, I started to experience what is called tetany (paralysis due to energy trying to clear blocks in the body) in my legs and feet. I was having a difficult and painful time of trying to get the blocked energy to move. Then, when it seemed hopeless, I felt hands massaging the soles of my feet. I asked my rebirther if she was at my feet. I heard her voice coming from my side saying “no”. I opened my eyes and saw a beautiful and  ethereal  apparition. It was Hadiakan Baba (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Haidakhan_Babaji). He was in his 18-year-old guise. He was wearing a shimmering yellow and orange one sleeve sari which reminded me of the colors of a goldfish. He also was translucent. I could see the rest of the room through him. He had a hand on each of my feet and doing Reflexology on the soles. He would move my feet and as he did that, my feet would move even though I was not able to move them myself. When he was finished, he took his hands off of my feet and bowed at them as if in deep prayer or meditation. The tetany then released and I could feel the energy flow out of my legs and feet. All the while this was happening, I was reporting this to my rebirther. He sat at my feet for several minutes then faded away. Thank you Babaji!

another babaji

This is also a more recent Babaji and the one who helped me

I have often wondered why, if they were for real, they would spend time on someone like me.  I am not really much of anyone.  But then again, I have everything inside me, as do all.  See…..How I Got My Name.

I have also had some rem realm types of encounters of a positive nature.  I call these encounters and not just dreams because of the profound nature of the  incidents.  When I was much  younger back in the 70’s, I had a vivid dream encounter  with two entities.  One was hovering to the right side of my bed and the other one was hovering at the end of the bed.  They were luminous and reminded me of Christmas lights (that again).  I asked them who they were.  The one to the right answered “You can call me Aunt”.  The one at the end of my bed answered “You can call me Uncle”.  Then they transmitted an energy to me that  I could only name as “love”.  It wasn’t the  kind of love that is the every day “I love this, that, you, whatever” kind of love.  It was a deep profound teaching that it was much more than the well-known sentiment.  It was  all-pervasive and encompassing.  Also, beyond that, it was indescribable.  Some dream.  It still has a realness to it for me.  It has haunted me ever since.  Perhaps due to encounters such as these, I survived the ordeals of the various tortures that I went through.  I didn’t have that kind of support in the “real” world.

Tara

This isn’t exactly how she looked (only one head and two arms), but the colors are right and it conveys the power that I felt from this one.

Well, how about one more “entity” encounter for the road?  Referring back to the post here again, I had a kind of preparatory period prior to that incident.  Back around the 70s again,  I had another dream   REM realm experience.  I was in my back yard where I grew up.  I saw a being there next to the pear tree.  She was tall and luminous (golden white and pink).  She was the most beautiful woman that I ever saw.  The pear tree was all lit up again, just like Christmas lights.  She directed me to eat one of the fruits from the tree.  I picked one and took a bite.  The taste was so intense and sweet and wonderful.  It actually was beyond description.  The closest that came to it was a peach from a friends special garden.  I looked back at the woman.  Upon doing so, I realized that we were one and the same.  She told me that this was so. That was the end of that “dream”.  Oh, one odd thing that happened in the “real” world after that is that pear tree (the one in my “dream”) somehow got a lot shorter than it was previously.  The trunk was at least a couple of feet shorter where it looked as if just limbs were growing out of the ground.  Now that I think about it, I wish that I had taken a picture of it.

I had one other dream with this one where she talked me out of doing something very detrimental to my life.  back  in the mid 80s, When I had a job as a computer operator in a hospital, sometimes I had to work the graveyard shift to fill in for another operator when he was away.  Several times I would feel a familiar energy (this entities’) and I would feel an urge to meditate  while jobs were processing.  This is the same energy that I felt while I was at Boothbay Harbor.  So, it ties into the rest of  my story.

I keep remembering encounters as time goes by and when and if I do remember any more, I will write an addendum to this.

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Now, I would like to also tell you about my inside out and related experiences as well.  Now, this has taken more effort on my part to write this and for some reason, I have been holding back on it.  The giggle factor is high in regards to these things I know.  These were intensely personal experiences and I am just going to report them as I remember them.  I don’t expect anyone to believe me on these and that is okay.

grey-alien

1989
I was at a computer class at work for this one. One moment I was just sitting paying attention to the instructor and the next I was in another kind of body somewhere else. Actually, I was in both places. The other body wasn’t quite human. It was small, white skinned (kind of like the white skinned grey type beings) and identical to others in the room that were ringed about me. We thought with a hive type mind. I/we were being instructed to infiltrate and blend in with the people here. The human me was a bit distressed and confused by this. I thought I was going crazy and really losing it. Usually these kinds of experiences happen during dreams or the border between waking and sleep. But, I was wide awake at the time. The awareness of the other me(s) ended and I was back to normal.

Also, around that time I was experiencing the feeling of having company most of the time.
One evening, I was sitting in a meditation group that met in Teaneck, NJ, on a full moon night. When I was deep into the meditative trance state, I had the thought about the flickering nature of physical reality (see reference). I thought of where I was in that part where we blink out for that split second. Then, I experienced myself in a strange little body. It was like the classic grey ET type. It had no clothes on to speak of. It was running and leaping as if gravity had little hold on it in a field somewhere. It was night and the moon was shining on the scene. It felt light, free, and it’s mind was empty of the usual kind of cluttter that my mind had. It was totally immersed in the moment. It then leapt into a vehicle (UFO?) And into a chair with arm rests on which it promptly put it’s arms. Then, it merged it’s consciousness with the craft. It/they/we took off from the ground. The craft was then twirling like a top. After that, I returned to myself sitting in the room in meditation.
Later, I came across an article about an entity (grey) sighting. The witness said that it moved like a “jack rabbit on the moon”. Also, there was a reported sighting in Japan on the same night of a UFO that looked like a spinning top. I just rather enjoy these little coincidences. They make me feel a little less crazy.

I had a “dream” one evening. I was lying on a table in a white room. There were beings standing around me. They looked like the white skinned grey type. They were using an instrument only in my energy (etheric) field. They were clearing out some detrimental energies in it. When I woke up, I felt amazing. It did feel as if something was actually done to me that had a positive and healing result.

Also, back in that time, I used to feel presences all around me. It was like having an entourage 24/7. I could almost see them and they looked greyish. So, I guess one could say my alien entourage. ^ As I went through my day, whether reading or attending a friend’s band’s gig at the local pub, I would “hear” them asking questions in my head. These questions were about what, why, and things like that. There was a feeling of inquisitiveness and a thirst for information about anything and everything in this world. It was getting crowded.

I wasn’t the only one seeing them. I was getting Rebirthing sessions from a friend named Steve. I felt the same crowding feeling during it. After it, Steve told me that he saw what appeared to be little white skinned grey type beings around me. Interesting.

There was also another incident about 1990ish, with another person. I was living in a house in Spring Valley, NY (there was various oddness there too). There was a man named Jeffrey who lived on the second floor. We had gotten somewhat close. One evening, during one of those close moments, Jeffrey (quite psychic and likely Montauk Boy) told me he saw a group of alien entities (again, the grey type) crowding around us. It was too much for him and he told me to leave his room. Upset by this, I went downstairs to my room. I laid down on my bed feeling the rejection. A moment or so later, I felt the presences again. I also felt something else. It was large and hovering above the house. I then felt a beam of energy come down from it. I felt it pulling on me. I thought that maybe it might be taking me to it. I even asked it in my mind. I felt a strong tugging. I felt it the strongest at my middle. Then, not unlike the snapping of a rubber band along with a feeling of my middle being torn. There was the kind of pain that is difficult to describe since it wasn’t exactly physical, but of another level. This pain was amplified many times over when I linked up and synced up with 4 or 5 others experiencing the same thing. At that moment of separation, we all screamed as the “ship” pulled away. After that, I was in a state of shock. For about 24 hours I was unable to speak, get out of bed, or much of anything else. Also, the entourage was never to return. For years afterward, I have felt a kind of large hole in my gut. Now, all of this could be an elaborate fantasy. But, I’m just writing it as I experienced it.

There were some other incidents related to this a couple of years later. I was visiting a new friend in Danbury,CT. At one point she seemed a bit freaked out. She asked me “Who are you? What are you?” She then told me that she saw me look like a grey and that normally freaked her out, but since she got to know me she felt more reassured.

I used to attend spiritual and  trans-personal  counseling classes in upstate New York. My teacher was Marcia Dale Lopez who was quite psychically accurate. One of those days while we were sitting and chatting in her house after class. She told me that she saw me as a grey (the white skinned ones). Does this look like a recurring theme?

I also had another friend tell me that she saw me shape shift into a praying mantis (with blue/green and gold coloring) type of ET. Funny thing that Duncan Cameron psychically came up with the phrase “praying mantis” in regards to me.

Around the time of these experiences, I would have dreams of them also.  I still can remember one of them.  I was in the basement of the house that I grew up in in NY state.  With me were a group of frightened people.  I looked out of the window and outside, in the night, were little white greys.  They were wearing what looked like overalls. One of them was coming down the stairs.  The people with me starting to panic.  I attempted to calm them down and told them that he was friendly and meant us no harm.  Well, that’s all of it that I remember.  But, in any dream of them, they were always friendly.  Perhaps they really were if  they really were.  Perhaps they were just making me think that was so.  Or perhaps MILABS (military abductions complete with cover memories) were the order of the day.  Maybe all of the above.

In my travels, I have met several others who also have had the kind of inside out identification experiences as I have.  It is a phenomenon with no classification in UFOlogy that I know of.  I do know that the late John Mack did a study of people like me and I have met several in my travels.

OK, you who love to interpret these kind of things might have a field day with this.

Last night I dreamt of Montauk.  I only remember a fragment of the dream, but that was the only part that I know of that featured that town.

In it I was attending an event when I got the sudden overwhelming urge to visit Montauk.  I thought that I would only go for a short while so I would not be missed.  I don’t remember how I got there,  but I was there on the outskirts of the town.  As I walked toward it, I saw bodies lying on the ground to my right.  Up ahead I saw a fog.  I walked into this fog.  As I did, it got thinner.  The town looked as if many bombs had been dropped on it.  It (especially the street) was in ruins.  Bodies (dead or unconscious?) were lying all over the place.  Then I noticed a noxious smell that made me begin to feel sleepy.  I had the strong feeling that I should get out of there quick.  I did so while saying out loud that I was going to find my phone to call 911.  I woke up but the smell lingered for a while afterwards.

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